From thought that oneself is also very young， but is also very weak， but calculated that the age， I was also must toward the human who 40 rushed， already no longer young， but the innermost feelings sometimes were very actually weak， needed to use to camouflage maturely， will otherwise be laughed by the bystander. Actually said that weak is not con*idered as weak， looking from the semblance， I am very mature， every day will not be smiling， also will not laugh， makes the matter light not to con*ider for oneself， will give to other people， driving amiable other people， can also think will care about other people， but can also think and the colleague will in a friendly way be together， these in bystander’s eye， I already was mature adult. I also acknowledged myself maturely many， but felt that is not very mature， but also had a weakness， arose suddenly the fantasy frequently， will then go to do， everybody liked me not limiting me fortunately， let me have one’s wish， sometimes thought that the human also preserved frequently some weakly， the life could many some pleasure. Human’s body in aging， if the innermost feelings also got older continually， was also true is old. Really to is old， wants to do the matter， did not have the opportunity to do， the innermost feelings got older， also did not have the matter which wanted to do， was waiting for died arrived， was fearful. The age aging， death approaching， could not downward think again! Forever retains innermost feelings that weakness， the life only then has the appeal， only then the forever joy， the human also will be able to be young.