April，2004，”right now，get arrived at my home，just cry for my older dad.”I cannot left my work，but two days past，I decide to live for the alive.On the train I cannot stop the tears down my face like waterflow，time and time again，I cann’t stop it.Because my whole is lost suddenly.But I told myself never drop a tear while my lover and I face to face.I get to Hejian City，Dongzhou village.My older dad slept for ever，keeping his eyes closed forever.Great mourn on my heart.I saw the coffin.But tears down my heart without a seener.I am failed. There are something between us happenned separate me from her.I looked into her eyes，she cryed for her dad，a little blood streak appears，I am soundless，I suffered the heartache……