it so suddent happen that today when check the calender noted that I was in China almost 9 years.

For me it no too long but for my life it seem too long and too boring over here. Even though I have my future over here， but to find some one who I love most is difficult. Most of the girl I meet is talking about money and enjoyable that can give to them.， without that， no one will like to with you.

What is going on in this world， why must every one see the benefit more than sincere? why?

Where is the truth of human being???

Hope that I can find some one who care for me and care for the future we together biuld.