Girl， you may have been told that the fact that God has almost totally disabled my both hands make my life a hell. But you never know your appearance in my life make it a better world for me! I would like to express my thanks to you girl for all the thing good and real you made me see and that you made me realize what love truly means.

Also， thank god for letting me to meet you and fall in love with you. For the first time i have felt I am also blessed by God after i found myself falling in love with you！I don’t know whether you can understand what that means in a time when my pale life gives no promise. My long dark-clouded sky gave way to the sunshine you brought to me. Everything started to take off the gray and black， and I became dreaming in color after all the years’ in black and white. I never felt so complete and so alive! And everything seems to me be full of hope ever since.

However， I have to choose to leave my love before I still can . I would be more grateful if He has striped off my ability to love as well. Because never had i imagined that the more i love you the more i cannot stop thinking that you are too good for me and definitely you deserve more and better. Because i have very little confidence in what my weakening hands can promise you， though never a moment had I doubt my love to you. As a song says the best that although I wanna give the whole world to you， what I can offer you is all but my love.“He fears no danger，nor pain，defeat，or ridicule.He fears only the failure to defend and support that which he holds so dear”. And girl， you are the dearest one I cannot afford to fail to hold .

I cannot remember how many times "i love you" has choked me when i tried to make the sound. Why every time I chose not to vent these beautiful words through my lips， girl? Its not because i dare not to but because my reasoning keeps telling me that its way too better that you girl can find someone who has a healthy body and can give you more at the same time. Although i have always loved you more than my life and still will do， for your best， i have to push you away! Only in this way，could we be still friends as we are now， don’t you agree ?

I believe everything will never be the same if I these words revealed to you. So， allow me to keep my love to you a secrete deep within. and just let it be. Girl， I assure you as ever before that you deserve more than an angel’s love. So，my girl go and find somebody who loves you as much as i do and can give you much more happiness. And may sting me for a while， but I will be everything I am because I loved you. So girl， don’t you worry about me-i have made a wish to God that i could find myself someone like you! Someone who can live with me through wealth and poorness， health and illment untill death do us apart！Belinda， in the end， I just wanna say I loved you and always will do.

Best regards!